Good Morning! Yes, I realize that for the past...well, however long, I've been a bit "out there." Well, I'm back now, I realized that what I was doing was useless and I wasn't accomplishing anything by siting around and blaming myself. It's a strange thing, the epiphany. It was like all of a sudden, I was hit by it. I -knew- there was something I could do, and sitting around like that was not it. Anyway, I know in my heart that everthing is going to be just fine from now on. It has to be. It's all so clear to me now. In the past, I was ruled by fear. Fear of judgement, fear of pain, fear of loneliness. Well, here and now I say -no- to that fear. Never again. It's a selfish way to live your life, and I know now how much I love my family and friends.
I would give my life for my brothers, and Ginny, too, of course. Percy will be avenged soon enough, I'm sure... but I know that the emotional scars will haunt him for the rest of his life. I want him to know that I will always be there to comfort him, even when I'm not physically around, I'm still with him. Percy is strong, I know he is. He'll get through this one way or another. To tell the truth, I've always regarded him as someone that I admire (although I wouldn't want to be -too- much like him!) And I want him to know that, as well.
As for George, my other half has done more than enough for me while I was "out." We do everything together, and I want it to always stay that way. Forever and a day, we will be the inseperable duo, causing micheif worldwide.
Always...
Everything is going to get better, just you wait...
-Fred